My Love...Is Forever Toxic

Saengil Chukahamnida

2009-08-18T04:27:00.000-07:00

Yay! It's officialy G-Dragon's birthday! And according to my calculations *pushing nerdy glasses*, it's Big Bang's debut anniversary tomorrow!! LOL, I'm just so happy with GD and his success, he finally launched his new song, 'Heartbreaker', so techno but hot. I miss the hiphop style!! >_<>

Real name - Kwon Jiyong

Permanent Stage Name - G-Dragon/GD

Other stage names - Zing Yo, Bong,etc.

Boy group/band - Big Bang

Birthday - August 18, 1988

Age - 21/Korean age, 22

Happy Birthday, Otanjoubi Omedettou Gozaimasu, Saengil Chukahamnida, Bong!!!

Tiring Day

2009-08-15T03:22:00.000-07:00

Yep, energetic Sungmin became tired, as one of the pro-dancers (not bluffing!) I had to teach 8 beginners, and boy, was it hard!! Too bad I didn't get to video it, we praticed some stretches and such, after working on the stretching, I showed them a jazz, hiphop, pop, and RnB dance, damn! That's really hard, I don't think I can feel my arms and feet *_* I danced Fire, Replay, La La La, and Single Ladies. They had a hard time with Single Ladies, but I really love them, my so-called-students. Haha, Lee Chongwook, Choi Hyukjae, Dong Gongmin, Yang Sohyun, Wakeshima Yuki, Choi Annika, Jim Mayer, and Kang Rainie, yes, Jim, Annika, and Yuki have different nationalities, Jim is full American, but fluent in Hangul, Annika is half Chinese, and Yuki is full Japanese =)

I don't have favoritism on my students, but for me, the best dancer is Chongwook, yay!! Haha, Jim needs to work on his long strides and slides. But he's beginning to get it, it was really tough and hard teaching, but I know I will get my pay someday, and when I mean pay, not money, but the thing i wanna see is my students growing up as professionals, =) my, am I getting sentimental? LOL, they are 4 years younger than me.

Anyway, the 9 of us will celebrate later, they have become official members of the 'Yaksokhe'(Promise), there are reasons why the founder of the group named it like that :D But we're supposed to keep it as a secret. Keke, anyway, annyeong~ Unnie has to prepare, they're coming soon!!

Ja ne~~

Signing off,

Kim Sungmin

행복

2009-08-13T05:56:00.000-07:00

Yay! I love the new blogskin! How does it look? :D
Thanks to Dorkistic Design, Chazz unnie!!!!!
Hehehe, how are you guys? BTW, it's Matsumoto Jun-san's birthday today! Otanjoubi omedettou gozaimasu, Do-S!!!
LOL, I apologize if I'm too hyper today, anyway, quick post, gottago sleep.

Night night, darlings!

Look At Me, Gwisoon

2009-08-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hello hello helloooooooo!!!! Heehee, unnie/noona/dongsaeng is in a hyper mode!! I got to finish the tough training for cheerleading, karate class was really good too, but one of my male friends got 'injured', we had to do chops and flying kicks, we formed a line and I was on his back since I was next, his chops were amazing, amazing I tell you! But his flying kick was..uhh...hahaha, he had a fantastic jump, but he lost his balance and fell flat on the ground, he held his red nose with pitiful eyes, but he didn't cry, we were laughing while walking home, I called him "Donglee the red-nosed reindeer." It was a fun, tiring, tough, challenging day. I really enjoyed it. After taking a bath and chcking my Plurk, I checked my blog, so sweet of you to leave tags ^^V

Who likes DongBangBang?! *Random people popping out* "US!!!!!!" O.O
Well, since Junsu and Yunho guested in Family Outing, which Daesung is a part of, they became close, kekeke.

Hot Issue

2009-08-07T03:26:00.000-07:00

Aish, I know I haven't been updating my blog, I'm too tired and busy in weekdays, hmmm, I have a training for cheerleading and martial arts tomorrow. Gahaha, wish me luck! It's kinda tough going on those, especially when th teachers are so cranky and mad T^T Haha, and as for martial arts? It's my favorite, especially those flying kicks! *HEE-YAH!!!!!* LOL

Anyway, do you guys know 4Minute? Another kick-ass girl group!! And I dont understand why people seem to hate them, always comparing them to 2NE1 and stuff, damn it, I love 4Minute! And they're like "Oh My God! I Hate you guys! Stupid copycats! Dara, CL, Minzy, Bom is like that and HyunAh is blabikbfoaibgf98istbo9s" UGHH!! I'm getting tired of those!!!

Anyway, go 4MINUTE!! SARANGHAE!! YOU ROCK!!

~~~

Stop

Yo, let me show you something

Girls, you ready?

Let's go

M I N U T E boy, M I N U T E girl

Meoli bootuh balggeut ggaji hot issue

Nae modeun gut hana hana hot issue

Modooda take control

Nan hangsang hot it hot it hot it hot it i-i-i-i-i-i issue

One senggak ubshineun naega naega shineun shoe

Two naemam daelo ddo jaggoo jaggoo haneun pose

Three amoo lukaena saljjak saljjak baleun loose

4 4 4 4 4minute hot hot hot issue

Nae seutail hana hana modoo da boolubni

Geuleokae uhseolpeugae ddalahalsoon ubji

Wonhamyun ddalawaba nae seutail ddalahaebwa

Shawty star nan hangsang shawty star

Naega issue issue issue naega boneun gutdeul ggaji

Naega issue issue issue naega deutneun gutdeul ggaji

Naega issue issue issue naega malhaneun gut ggaji baby~~

Let's jump! Jump! Jump!

Meoli bootuh balggeut ggaji hot issue

Nae modeun gut hana hana hot issue

Modooda take control

Nan hangsang hot it hot it hot it hot it i-i-i-i-i-i issue

One two three four for 4minute girl

Nan hangsang hot it hot it hot it hot it i-i-i-i-i-i issue

Ddo ddo ddo chyuhdaboji naegae moyeo deulji

Nal bogo solichiji mumchooji anneun flash

Na chulum hago shipni na chulum dwego shipni

Nal ddala oomjigyuhbwa boom boom shake a boom

Naega issue issue issue na eh nootbit hana ggaji

Naega issue issue issue na eh sonjit hana ggaji

Naega issue issue issue naega choomchooneun gut ggaji baby

Meoli bootuh balggeut ggaji hot issue

Nae modeun gut hana hana hot issue

Modooda take control

Nan hangsang hot it hot it hot it hot it i-i-i-i-i-i issue

Nuhboda jallokhan heoli

Jjwak bbajin miggeunhan dali

Noogoo boda duh puhseuteu lady

Na na nan hangsang hot issue

Meoli bootuh balggeut ggaji hot issue

Nae modeun gut hana hana hot issue

Modooda take control

Nan hangsang hot it hot it hot it hot it i-i-i-i-i-i issue

One two three four for 4minute girl

Nan hangsang hot it hot it hot it hot it i-i-i-i-i-i issue

Hot issue

A very cool song!!

I Am...

2009-08-02T00:41:00.000-07:00

Yo yo yo~~~~~

Keke,

wassup? Sorry, I forget to update my blog always, aigo....

Eherm, first off, Bong's birthday is coming! Yay! August 18!!! Cant wait for his album,

have you guys seen the trailer of Iris? T.O.P's movie? It looked so cool!!! *googly eyes*

Anyway, I'm going off, I have a dental appointment at 5.

Annyeong~

Mad About You

2009-07-19T03:12:00.000-07:00

I personally dedicate this to Shim Kijung, who is proabably reading it by now XD Oppa suki na no yo! Anata ga suki desu! Haha, wakatta, wakatta!! Watashi wa kawaii no baka!

Yeah

The love I'm feeling (You know boy)

Is just simply amazing (Just simply amazing)

Need you in my life (I need you)

Don't throw this away(Say I love you, don't cha)

Boy, boy, you're so fly, oh my (Boy, boy, you're so fly, oh my)I, I need you by my side (I said I need you boy, I need you right by my side)You're, you're always on my mind (You'll, you'll always be on my mind)And, and you are mine for life (Now let me tell you what I'm feeling, how it feels like)

The minute that I met you was like 'Whoa'

And every thing about you was so beauti-damn-ful

You know I had to get the digits, yo yo

The 4-1-1, the things that you like, and don't like

Got a feeling you're the one I've been dreaming of

Got a feeling in my heart, and it's screaming 'Love'It's you I live my life for, it's the one I adore

I'm gonna love you for life

And baby that's fosho

Feel me ?

Miageta sorano hyojo

Kimiwo omouto kagayakidashita

Mezamete suguno kanjo takanaru kodo

Kimi ni muchu-sa

Afuredasu kono omoi wo ryote ni sotto uke

tometanara

Aitai to nagau kokoro kono tede motto todokete yuko
I love you, I love you not

I love you, I love you notI miss you, I need youCome back to me

C'mon
Boy, boy, you're so fly, oh my (Boy, boy, you're so fly, oh my)

I, I need you by my side (I said I need you boy, I need you right by my side)

You're, you're always on my mind (You'll, you'll always be on my mind)

And, and you are mine for life (Now let me tell you what I'm feeling, how it feels like)
Mind-blowing, boy you are oh so (Oh)

Dedicated to me, boy that's awesome (so awesome)

Everybody wanna know this all so (yea, c'mon)So I'm about to hit 'em with a super-fly flow
Yo, yo, my baby got it goin' on for life (for life)And he can never do wrong

I'm telling you, he's more than right(For me) That's right, (fo sheez) you know that's right

Know what I mean?

And every morning as I wake I smile

So complete, so indeed

In love, it's heaven fosho I love him forever more

Cuz he keeps on bringing true love that I need, hey
There ain't nothing I won't do

You can call me anytime

Oh, boy you are my everything

That's everything, no lie

You are the one that I wanna be with every single time

We're the ones so happy

Until the end, OH

*I changed the word'girl' to boy. I love you Big Bang for singing such a wonderful song like this!

Video

2009-07-18T19:13:00.000-07:00

Poor Taemin

2009-07-18T19:06:00.000-07:00

Yep, that's Taemin alright, sigh, Saengil Chukahamnida, Taeminnie.
This is a post from TellZone :난 남자고요 고3이고요 거짓말아니고 나 중학교때 내 친구가 청담고 다니는데요 집단괴롭힘까진 모르겠는데요맨날 학교올때마다 얘들이 거의백명가까이가 길막고 안비킨다고 하고요 막 사진 막 찍는다고 하네요 야 얘가고개숙이고 빨리지나가면 연에인이면 다냐 키생각보단크네 생각보단안잘생겼다 뭐라뭐라 말많다고 하네요.아 그리고 청담고 애들은 다아는 얘기라는데요 저번에 애가 한번 전수업다들은적이있었거든요 근데 교무실에서혼자 점심을 먹고왔대요.그래서 2학년 노는얘들이 점심시간내내 기다리다 얘가 안와서 쉬는시간에 찾아가서 얘가엎 드려있는데 발로 책상차면서 야 우리가 우습냐 니가 연예인이면다냐고 ㅅㅂ아 야 고개들어라 등등 지우개 던지고 욕하고 이사건은 좀 유명하다고하더군요. 그리거 2학년 노는애들 중 여자3명인가가 끈질기게 사진찍고 끈질기게 짜증나게 한다고 하더라고요.맨날 따라다니고 애가나타나면요 막 달려가서 팔짱?끼고 막 말나는다고 하더군요Translation :I'm a guy in my 3rd year of high school and this isn't a lie. My friend at ChungDam high school told me it wasn't up until physical group harassment. But when he comes to school nearly 100 students cover his way and won't ;et him pass and take pictures and stuff. When he tried to pass some say stuff like "you think you're so big 'cause you're a celebrity' or 'he's not as tall as I imagined' or 'he's not that handsome' and a lot of other stuff. And there's another story everyone at the high school knows about the a time he was listening to classes and he ate lunch at the teacher's lounge. So some delinquents from 2nd grade came and waited during lunch and when he came back and sat at his desk with his head down, they kicked his desk and said stuff like "hey, do we look like idiots to you? Do you think you're so big 'cause you're a celebrity? **** Hey put your head up." and etc. They throw erasers at him and swear at him and stuff. This is pretty well known around the school. Some other delinquent 3 girls keep following him and take pictures and annoy him. They keep following him and trying to hold his hand and stuff.

Kim Sungmin, At Your Service

2009-07-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

You might want to get to know me, so here it is,

Name - Kim Sungmin

Nickname - Min, Minnie, Minnie Minnie Min, Sungie, Chunsang

D.O.B - January 26,1991

Favorite colors - light brown, green, blue

Type of music - Rock, pop, love songs, rap, hip hop, funky, techno, acapella, instrumental

Favorite singers/groups - BIG BANG, DBSK, Wonder Girls, Super Junior, SHINee, SS501, SNSD, and CSJH

Favorite expressions - OMO! OMG! Cheongmal? Wae? Oi! Nani? Hontou ni?!

Favorite sites - Twitter (twitter.com/Toxicatedxx)

Plurk(plurk.com/Toxicated)

Myspace(myspace.com/toxicatedxx)

Blogger/Blogspot - (toxicated-hearts.blogspot.com)

(I'm addicted to the word 'Toxicated' XD)

My real life cliques/groups - Toxic Skulls (Dancing and skateboarding group)

Ultim8UlzZangs (Pops)

Pom Pom Sarang (Cheerleading group)

Etiquette Delight (Modeling group)

Saranghae >_<

2009-07-18T01:01:00.000-07:00

Kim Jaejoong - The crush

Shim Kijung - The boyfriend

AGH! They're both so cute! Haha, dont call me a playgirl, I always crack up everytime Kijung says, "It's okay for you to drool on that Jaejoong guy, you won't end up with him anyway." Wow, way to keep my hopes up, jagi. XD Of course, I love my boyfriend more, but still, it ain't bad to hope to be with Jaejoongie, right? Haha, wow, what a dreamer I am XD Anyway, sad that not much people responds to my plurks nowadays unlike back then, they reach to hundreds, :( It only reaches onto 7 or 10 now. Aigo, I miss my dongsaengs! Come back, guys!

Sky

2009-07-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

Here's a poem I decided to write, a true-to-life experience.

Sky

Toxicated

I was mean to you,

not noticing those tears which I thought were fake were true.

No, I didn't have a clue,

about how cruel I was to you,

I'm dumb and stupid,

I know that, my mind's thinking isn't rapid.

Tell me if you want to stop,

stop being friends with each other,

now that you're gone,

my mind has woken up,

waking up to realize,

that my heart was made of ice,

but with a single smile of yours,

you made it melt.

I asked for your forgiveness,

giving a sad smile, you said, "Yes,"

but before I jumped up to scream in delight,

you said, "I'm going to leave for America, 12:30's the flight.

My heart was shattered,

every piece was scattered.

Tears ran down my face,

oh, the salty taste,

I wanted to repay all those stupid things I've done to you,

after a month, no longer was I blue,

because we became so close like glue.

You were in a different country,

you were happy, loved, and free.

But even though we're 30 countries away,

in my heart, you'll always stay.

Even though you're away,

always remember, we're under the same SKY,

so when we'll meet after 10 years, I'll give you a

warm, welcoming hug,

and of course, a welcoming, loving "Hi."

Kansahamnida!

2009-07-16T20:30:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Dorkistic for helping me in this! Hahas, thanks alot, guys!

Anyways, I'm happy that Yvonne dongsaeng is back on Plurk! Yahoo!

Hahaha, I''m glad my migraine's gone, Kijung visited last morning, and that made me happy that he cares, my friends also visited me, aigo, my oppa with his girlfriend(Which is one of my bestfriends) were so noisy! Haha, but I'm happy for them, appa and umma flew to America to finish some unfinished business, hmm, my dongsaeng and oppa cheers me up, they're so cute! Okay, I hope oppa didn't see that, he's behind me playing games.

*Sigh* Never ending photoshoots! XD

<-Well, this is one of my first few shots 2 years ago, 2007,
I'm thinking of resigning as a model, but NO! It's my dream, my life, and my ambition, well, I want to be very famous when I grow up, so, I'm working very hard for that, and I hope someday, I'll see myself in famous magazines, haha.

Help please?

2009-07-16T06:15:00.000-07:00

I'm having a hard time adapting here, well, I requested an icon and button from Dorkistic, and it's cute, but I cant put up the link! Help please? BTW, the layout looks awesome, dont you think? Especially dedicated to my lovable Big Bang! Hahas, ok, I'll stop gushing about how hot they are, hehe. In Plurk, seems like my favorite dongsaengs are not Plurking nowadays, Yvonne(Intoxicated), Sherry(♥Sherry),Regine(♥Regine),Augustin-Oppa-(AugustinISHOT),and so much more. I miss you guys, =( No one to talk to, only JunsuXiah, well, I love all of you anyway! I hope you guys come back! Mwah!

Put Your Hands Up!!

2009-07-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

LOL, hey there!
I'm sic right now, aigo..so dizzy!
Taking medicines now, so hard to swallow! Anyway, not plurking much, just updating the timeline to increase Karma XD
Anyway, have you guys seen this?

I soo miss the young Big Bang!

But I love them as they are now,

:D Gottago, bye!

Gara! Gara! Go!

2009-07-12T03:09:00.000-07:00

Have you guys heard of this song Gara! Gara! Go! by Big Bang?

If you haven't man, listen to it!

But I kinda miss the old Big Bang, you know, the hip-hop-y, rap-y Big Bang? They're all techno now, but hey, I still love them, :D everybody does!

Hahas, anyway, gonna Plurk for awhile.

High Time

2009-07-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, okay, 'm really new to blogging and such, so please bare with me.

Back from the mall, been hanging out with Kijung >__<

So busy with modelling, aigo, and yes, DBSK's High Time was the song they played while I was posing, couldn't help but sing, fellow models now giggling. -___-

We took this picture last week, my manager told me it was a hit, hmmm,

is it true? LOL,